So haven’t posted in a while mainly because I’m busy, busy, busy, busy …….. *stares at wall*, and easily distracted. I’ve a ton of semi-ready posts, but they require a lot of editing before posting, so I’m gonna hold off on ‘em. However, the gist of some of them are; a load of friends are leaving the country, so I’ve been busy catching up with them, there will be drinking and on top of it all I have a job and college to attend (neither are fun when hungover). So essentially I’m chasing my own shadow which it seems is 20 steps ahead of me, wish I had his organizational skill.

Work over the next while will probably take up a lot of time, lots of ideas to implement and projects to chase up on, there’ll probably be a post on that too, as soon as I get my arse in gear. I need to not need sleep. So in conclusion members of the internets, I’m not dead, just sleeping.

This is kinda messed, I’m in a real foul / angry mood today, as I type, the keys are taking a fair beating. And for what? Nothing, I’m really pissed off for no reason. There are a few little things, but nothing that warrents full blown anger. What the hell is it with the human brain and it’s splurges of stupidity, emotions and swolleness (i’m refering to headaches). I’m good at keeping my annoyance, hate, general unplesent emotions in check, but today i’m gritting my teeth, trying not to lash out shouting at people. Thank fuck i’m not in work.

The sooner all emotions can be regulated by chemicals the better.